When god lets you down addresses a subject that few christians dare approach profound anger and disappointment with god alex takes us on an intimate heartbreaking journey with him that encourages readers to know that their honest expression of anger with god is the beginning of their healing process. Its dr koller uh my wife is losing more fluid hurry oh god this isnt happening again i cant handle another loss like this let this be a dream please let this be a dream have you ever felt like god has let you down just when you needed him most for alex gee it was the loss of his second child at birth. Title when god lets you down trusting again after pain and loss by alex gee format paperback number of pages 112 vendor intervarsity press publication date 2006 dimensions 825 x 550 inches weight 6 ounces isbn 0830833978 isbn 13 9780830833979 stock no ww833978. When youre dealing with death divorce or a difficult time the hardest thing is to keep trusting in god and in his plan for your life a heartbreaking loss feels like it ruined your life it can take years to truly recover and heal and even longer to start trusting god again you are not alone. Trusting god through the pain is downright hard it can be excruciating and at times its more than you can bear you may even feel as if this is what the rest of your life will hold as if there will never be an end to your suffering im sure youve spent more time on your knees than you care to count